Do you ever feel like you get addicted to completely random things?
When I was younger and friends would ask me why I didn't drink alcohol, if I didn't want to explain my moral objections, one of the reasons I would give was that I had an addictive personality and didn't want to get into that.
And honestly, this has always been a concern of mine.
I don't like change. I don't always like spontaneity. I like having a set schedule. I like doing some repetitive things. Once I find something I like, I cling to it.
I will admit, one thing I am indeed addicted to is the internet. There's no doubt in my mind about that. ...also, cokes. I really like cokes a lot. I have a few other things I would likely call vices, not sure if they're full fledged addictions yet. Fairly destructive behaviors I haven't been able to control yet, so maybe, yes, maybe they're addictions, too.
Either way, I wonder, how bad are these things? I mean, honestly, how much can they really hurt me? And on top of that, do I really care that they have some sort of control over me?
...some things, yes. Some things, no.
Am I going to make a decision any time soon?
...nope. Because on top of all that, I'm indecisive, too. Maybe that's why I like the addictions making the choices for me.
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