I've recently begun opening myself up to the possibility that maybe, just maybe, I'm ready to start dating again.
And again, I emphasize the MAYBE.
However, I find it odd that around that same time is when I'm finding myself deluged with fellows I believe are interested in me. Only problem is, I don't necessarily like them.
Quite the contrary. In fact, most of the men that I take my interest in seem either uninterested or out of my league, either physically or intellectually. Heck, there's even one guy that's BOTH!
My problem is, I'm not sure... well... whether I should be bold.
Granted, in the past, I've tried both the ballsy and subdued approaches.
I'm rather impatient when dealing with the latter, but worried I seem too aggressive with the first.
And of course, there's always that nagging fear in the back of your head telling you a good pint of Ben & Jerry's, Real World Reruns, and sorrow salted with rejection just around the corner.
And trust me, that fear is enough to have kept me out of a real, serious relationship for quite some time.
Another important issue at stake is what type of guy do I actually want to pursue? What traits do I want in him?
First, I need to figure out who I am, though.
So much luck for that. haha... ha. ha. *awkward chirp*
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